Calmness

So I'm back here again

But no back breaking pain

See I'm angered but than

I got my thoughts listening

Because I've found the secrets and truth

In truth missing you

but I haven't lost myself

Not beating to black and to blue

I found loving inward

And self love in turn

I found hate and dishevel

While I've kept myself deeply level

I went from pills and deranged

To just awkward and strange

I went from bipolar manic

To frightful but man it's

A wonderful feeling when I've gotten off of the pills

A wonderful feeling to have gotten all full of wills

All full of lines like untils and uphills

Cause with patience comes progress

To be honest not onyx

But malleable and conscious

With content I can promise

Calmness...

June 2024 was a big inflection point for me in terms of mental health. It was the result of a lot of hard work, both on my part and that of my therapist.

Thank you Jenica.

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